Dear Santa

i really don't have any christmas wishes

i am not big on getting things for christmas
i spend most of my time thinking of what i can get my friends and family


but i suppose a trip to the moon would be really sweet....okay so im joking

hmmm lets see what do i want.....

well i suppose the new narnia movie would be nice.
my god parents always get me clothes money so i always look forward to that

but really honestly thats all.

Kdavis.

warm and fuzzy

Looking back on it Christmas has always been a wonderful time for me. I can't remember a year where i haven't had an amazing time. However their is one thing that sticks out in my mind. Normally kids think of Santa bringing the gifts they want stuffing their stockings eating a few cookies and descending to the roof to continue his excursion. In my house Santa did more then that, every Christmas eve my brother and i would go through our toy boxes and pull out any ones that were broken then we would line them up along the wall near our Christmas tree.

In the morning we would wake up bright and early wake our parents and rush into the living room. First we would tackle the presents all while being filmed (which is now a great form of blackmail) after we had relished in our new gifts our eyes would dart to the old ones lined up along the wall. With slight hesitation we slowly tested out the toys, Santa had fixed them, they were as good as new and we would spend hours playing with the toys we thought we had lost.

Kdavis.

word of the day

sacrosanct

sac·ro·sanct · (adjective)

1. sacred or holy
2.treated as if holy: immune from criticism or violation


The ceremony was sacrosanct, to the villagers of the Ottawa tribe.


the question i looked into was from a girl who was considering going into the journalism feild. she had been told that newspapers were a dieing media and that she should go into something else. However the journalist reassured the 12th grade girl that it certainly could but when crisis hits people are more likely to look to newspapers then online blogs and whatnot.

Oh am I Thankful

I am Thankful for:

-family
-friends
-God
-life
-music
-photography
-tea
-knowledge
-the power to brighten someones day
-the power to make a difference
-the right to be who i want to be
-the ability to make a choice.

Kdavis.

The weekend

as the weekend grew near i was bummed i wasn't going to get to see any one special haha
however my mom and i ended up watching flicks all night and saturday after a tiring practce i got a different studio lighting set up.......I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!


i ended up getting some indoor senior photos that i like alot and am pleased with


p.s. I LOVE ROCKBROOK


Kdavis.

Hope

In a life where darkness runs through the veins of any given person it is imperative that one have hope. In the blink of an eye someone whose darkness would have gone unnoticed, becomes the ruler of their life. having hope could very well be the deciding factor of their life, with it the darkness could be threatened, and possibly even suffocate and die. however lacking hope may render victory to the darkness, and their life will slowly be ripped away.





"It is with hope that a person prevails, it is without hope that a person fails."
-Kaitlyn Davis Moeller




Kdaivs.

this i believe...

i believe...

Jesus Christ is my savior and Friend.
I have a bigger purpose in life than i know.
i will never be your enemy, so don't insult me.
what you say will happen, will happen.
boys are genetically built stronger than girls, therefore to compare them is not valid.
if you want to change something you can.
red dawn, is greatest movie of all time.



i guess.



Kdavis

My Tragic Flaws

Reflection, one would think I would learn from it, however it is weird when it almost feels like reflection itself scares you. The thought that you depict your flaws every time you engage in the act, just discourages me from further investigation into my past actions. Yes, it is important to learn from mistakes, but the types of flaws I am talking about are not necessarily categorized under mistakes. well... I guess they are but they are ones that have become habits due to situations that seem to be stuck on a circular orbit around me.
Flaw one has been something I have struggled with for years, it is not just me, many members of my family deal with it and only recently has it really started to effect me. The frequent loss of air and tightness in my throat. Sense of panic and suffocation. It comes all to familiar now, panic/anxiety attacks that seem to control me more then i myself can at any given moment. How i have chosen to ignore them, have only seemed to increase their appearances.
Flaw two begins well...lets just say many years ago. The questioning. The disbelief. It seems to know just when to find me. Over analyzing, something I tend to do more then I would ever intend. Why ones mind would want to fret over anything for too long is beyond me, unfortunately mine must love it for how long I worry over the littlest things.
Flaw three, the final flaw, one that has recently been something I have been intrigued with. Wanting something, but batting it down when its right in front of me. Hoping for something I have more than likely surpassed many times before. Wondering why I am 18 and have yet to experience an actual relationship. Its not at all that i am searching for the love of my life, rather just curious as to how will i one day be able to have a relationship with that man if I have yet to learn how. I am kind of bummed pondering if I have maybe lost that chance, not knowing for sure if I have, but knowing that the possibility is out their. It worries me to think that what I am in search of could very well be my biggest fear...being treated right.
In all my flaws their is a light of breath, that breath is found in the fact that i am loved by the one and only Jesus Christ regardless. And while reflecting on these flaws I am comforted that what is to become of me is in the hands of a God much more immense then these flaws themselves.

Kdaivs.

What I have come to understand...

During the duration of this quarter I have come to learn many things. One, I cannot always let people just run over me like I normally do, because if they do once they will never stop. I have always just let it roll, but unfortunately I am tired of being told stuff like I am nine and do not comprehend things past third grade level. However the doubt is great fuel, and i wouldn't want it any other way. No one gets better if they are praised continuously, and or think they are amazing.

Other then that I have learned that I love working with my staff even though sometimes i feel they do not trust me, which is funny in a way. I have also come to realize more and more that my future is in journalism, more toward a magazine but journalism none the less.

Kdavis.

Top ten reasons journalism rocks

1) well as said before it rocks
2) It keeps me guessing
3) We are like a huge Family
4) Its a great accomplishment of teamwork when our issues come out
5) It is the past the present and the future
6) I know i can count on my co-staffers to push me
7) It is intriguing
8) It is preparing me for my future
9) It challenges me
10) It is always changing


1) Top ten date nights.
2)Top ten break up lines.
3)Top ten ways to drive a car.

Kdavis

When the Darkness has Eyes

As I drifted off deep into the depths of my dark dreams my eyes began to wander, and my body became restless. Something had been bothering me something nagging at my every nerve something I couldn't quite place my finger on something that soon would hold my life in its hands. I looked around pulling on the blanket that I thought of as my shield. My room was an unusual shade of darkness, and the atmosphere was one most unpleasant. The steady beat of the branches clinking and clanking against the window was enough to make one self go mad. My attention shifted when a figure much resembling that of a human appeared in the moonlit area of my wall. I shut my eyes and reopened them hoping that when I did the figure would be gone. It was and I sat back softly sighing over my silliness.

I had spoken to soon just as I almost had slipped back into my sleep the knob on my door turned and in walked that same figure that had cast a shadow over my wall. I didn't budge not one slight flinch for I knew if I did I would have no chance to save myself. The closer the figure came the more unlife-like I made myself. I thought if I should scream for help surly my mother would hear and come running, but then we would both be in danger. Tears trickling tenderly down my trembling cheeks landing on my pillow making it seem as though it sweats with the extreme nervousness this situation has cast over the room.

The figure is now behind me I feel the cold it gives off the damp dingy distasteful cold. I am to the point of surrender I turn with my pillow resting in front of my body having no idea what I may see. The figure is not just a figure anymore its a figure of me, and I am made up of words. They are the words that have been spoken about me, behind my back words that I despise. The figure reaches out with its hands and gently places them around my neck I struggle to take in one last breath. As I slip away with the words cutting, and gashing through my heart and mind, then exiting with a stab-like feeling, the grip is slowly let loose and I awaken. In front of me the figure vanishes. Then reappears the words have changed and they now truly represent me. I inhail an immense breath of air, and recognize that in the darkness of this night I have come upon my true identity.

I'm a Christian

My religious beliefs are complicated, I have always believed in God however I wasn't a christian by my own choice until i was 15. I think a lot of people don't really know what being a christian is, I think they tend to confuse it with religion(often Catholicism) and over all how the adults in our community portray it. Being a christian to me is showing love to everyone I can, and knowing that someone always loves me even though many times it seams like no one could. It is also important to me that people know just because I believe in Jesus that I am not perfect in any way. People often assume that Christians are judgemental and it saddens me knowing that's how some Christians do portray themselves. Just because we are Christians does not give us the right to make judgements like those.

Kdavis.

Presidental Debate

If i were a reporter at the presidential election, I would definitely be the one that never drooped my question. ha. Some of my questions to McCain would more then likely include those such as: What are your thoughts on your wife disagreeing with the views of your vice president on abortions? What would you tell young adults that aren't planning on voting because they don't care, or don't know enough about the race? What is your response for political cards in superstores that are only based on Obama and are sending racial messages?

Kdavis.