The weekend

as the weekend grew near i was bummed i wasn't going to get to see any one special haha
however my mom and i ended up watching flicks all night and saturday after a tiring practce i got a different studio lighting set up.......I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!


i ended up getting some indoor senior photos that i like alot and am pleased with


p.s. I LOVE ROCKBROOK


Kdavis.

Hope

In a life where darkness runs through the veins of any given person it is imperative that one have hope. In the blink of an eye someone whose darkness would have gone unnoticed, becomes the ruler of their life. having hope could very well be the deciding factor of their life, with it the darkness could be threatened, and possibly even suffocate and die. however lacking hope may render victory to the darkness, and their life will slowly be ripped away.





"It is with hope that a person prevails, it is without hope that a person fails."
-Kaitlyn Davis Moeller




Kdaivs.

this i believe...

i believe...

Jesus Christ is my savior and Friend.
I have a bigger purpose in life than i know.
i will never be your enemy, so don't insult me.
what you say will happen, will happen.
boys are genetically built stronger than girls, therefore to compare them is not valid.
if you want to change something you can.
red dawn, is greatest movie of all time.



i guess.



Kdavis

My Tragic Flaws

Reflection, one would think I would learn from it, however it is weird when it almost feels like reflection itself scares you. The thought that you depict your flaws every time you engage in the act, just discourages me from further investigation into my past actions. Yes, it is important to learn from mistakes, but the types of flaws I am talking about are not necessarily categorized under mistakes. well... I guess they are but they are ones that have become habits due to situations that seem to be stuck on a circular orbit around me.
Flaw one has been something I have struggled with for years, it is not just me, many members of my family deal with it and only recently has it really started to effect me. The frequent loss of air and tightness in my throat. Sense of panic and suffocation. It comes all to familiar now, panic/anxiety attacks that seem to control me more then i myself can at any given moment. How i have chosen to ignore them, have only seemed to increase their appearances.
Flaw two begins well...lets just say many years ago. The questioning. The disbelief. It seems to know just when to find me. Over analyzing, something I tend to do more then I would ever intend. Why ones mind would want to fret over anything for too long is beyond me, unfortunately mine must love it for how long I worry over the littlest things.
Flaw three, the final flaw, one that has recently been something I have been intrigued with. Wanting something, but batting it down when its right in front of me. Hoping for something I have more than likely surpassed many times before. Wondering why I am 18 and have yet to experience an actual relationship. Its not at all that i am searching for the love of my life, rather just curious as to how will i one day be able to have a relationship with that man if I have yet to learn how. I am kind of bummed pondering if I have maybe lost that chance, not knowing for sure if I have, but knowing that the possibility is out their. It worries me to think that what I am in search of could very well be my biggest fear...being treated right.
In all my flaws their is a light of breath, that breath is found in the fact that i am loved by the one and only Jesus Christ regardless. And while reflecting on these flaws I am comforted that what is to become of me is in the hands of a God much more immense then these flaws themselves.

Kdaivs.